I actually enjoy going back and looking at old mini photo-shoots that I use to have with Nick when he first got his camera and when I first started thinking about blogging. A lot of these are extremely amateur. But that's to be expected. When I first started blogging, I would do a post, and after a year of inconsistency, I would delete all the posts because I didn't think they were good enough to actually show and was kind of embarrassed. Girls are constantly putting themselves down, and I was one of those girls. What if the modeling isn't good enough? Should I have worn more makeup? I'm not skinny enough for fashion. Even though I deleted them off of the blog, I still have them and actually wish I had just left them up. Looking back at the photos, they weren't all bad. I should have just stuck it out and kept trying but I guess that's what I'm doing now - better late than never. Just looking back at these old photos has me dreaming of sunshine and tan skin. Both seem like they'll never exist again after this winter that we've had.